I'm a 5'7" Engineering Scientist with bad vision and...other issues, so being picked up at a bar by the fascinating, straightforward brunette was not on my radar.

Once I've had a taste of Bex, there's no going back.
Except the closer we get, the more terrified I am that she'll run the other direction as soon as she knows about that small part of myself I've never shared with anyone.

What if doesn't want me anymore?
How can I go back to a life without her? 

Our happily ever after? That will take a Hawaiian Christmas miracle.


​​​​​​​The author would like you to know:

*if you don't like swearing
*if sexy banter isn't your thing
*if you prefer angst and dark romance
*if you want sex to fade to black, behind closed doors
*if you don't think consent is sexy
*if you don't like quirky holiday stories
*if you're not into emotional growth and adult relationships

This might not be the book for you.

CW/TW: autistic main character
             anxiety rep